Memory LYRICS

Most of all

I’m feeling the weight of my skin

Cuts me from within

It’s tearing me out from inside

I basically died 

But most of all most of all most of all most of all most of all most of all most of all

I’m a tainted mess 

You’ll say she’s the best

A demon in beautiful dress

You’re good to impress

And most of all most of all most of all most of all most of all most of all most of all

You’ll think it’s chill when you don’t talk to me

But

I’m losing my best friend

Now that there’s someone there instead of me, yeah

This could be the end

 

And most of all most of all most of all most of all most of all most of all

Yeah most of all most of all most of all most of all most of all most of all

I still can’t hate you at all

YOUR KIND OF LIFE

When you see me again

Somewhere down the lonesome road

You’ll be saying it then

“You look different than before”

And I’ll say “No

It’s not true”

Blame it on the light of day

But I’ll be worse off than you

Now I’m crying as you say

“We gotta live seperate places

We gotta start over on seperate coasts

You gotta see scary new faces

You gotta move on

You gotta move on

You gotta move on and live your kind of life”

In a vacant lot somewhere by an old motel

I’ll think of what I forgot and think

“Oh it’s just as well”

Then I’ll be sitting inside

Staring at a bad TV

Something happy has died

And now what’s become of me

We gotta live seperate places

We gotta start over on seperate coasts

You gotta see scary new faces

You gotta move on

You gotta move on

You gotta move on and live your kind of life

Gotta move on and live your kind of life

Gotta move on

And live

Your kind of life

SICK

Sick again more often than not at the hands of men I’m sick to death just well enough to speak a final breath

Enough

Is it in my head wishing I were dead

I wanna hurl myself into the sea

Is it in my mind

Do you think I’m fine

But then it’s not like this ever meant anything to me


I lost it all one final brain cell banged against the wall just one more day tomorrow maybe I’ll wake up and say

Enough 

And I’m not myself I am someone else

I’m everything they wanted me to be

And I’m not ok I’m sick every day

But then it’s not like this ever meant anything to me

AT IT AGAIN

Oh no 

You’re at it again

At it again

God should help you cuz you’re at it again

At it again

You got it wrong

You’re totally lost

What’s going around in your head

You got it wrong

Just see what you’ve done

You’re wasted and screaming in bed

Oh God

The fuck’s going on

There’s nothing ok in your mind

You should know by now

You don’t deserve love

Cuz no one can keep you in line

Don’t understand

How you think you’re good

How you think you’re doing ok

Don’t understand, my darling,

But I did what I could

And you keep on being this way

And


NO ONE NEEDS YOU

NO ONE WANTS YOU

NO ONE LOVES YOU

NO ONE CARES

You’re at it again

LONELY GIRL

Please

Say goodnight

Got no love to give

I’m on a lonely ride

Night comes undone

When I go to sleep

No word from anyone

Though I miss having you by my side

No you can’t come here tonight

Cuz I’m a lonely girl

Stare

See through time

Do my magic tricks

Turn water into wine

It took its toll

Body with no life

A heart without a soul

Though I miss having you by my side

No you can’t come here tonight

No you can’t come here tonight

No you can’t come here

No

Cuz I’m a lonely girl

Cuz I’m a lonely lonely girl

SOMETHING TO DO

I’m looking for something to do

But the world offers me nothing without you


You went too far then took it all away

I tried so hard to think of what to say

But nothing I could do could make you stay

Now I’m looking for something to do

But the world offers me nothing without you

We went to the beach

And you took my hand

And the stars shined so bright

As we walked in the sand

But these are the things

You don’t understand

You lied to me and told me that you cared

You captured me with your intensive stare

But nothing I could do could make you there

We went to the diner late at night

And you gazed in my eyes

And you held me so tight

But these are the things

That you can’t make right

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SLUDGE

The thought of that just makes me wanna cry

So send a plume of smoke into the night sky

We get up on the freeway

Wild in our ways

Said it’s alright with me

We’ll have a nice time today

In the 7-11 parking lot

Until we roll over to the next spot

We get up on the freeway

A queen and her king

Said it’s alright with me

And then my heart

Starts to sing

We get up on the freeway and our breath stinks of alcohol

You said it matters nothing of what God thinks

She kills us all

We get up on the freeway and our breath reeks of alcohol

I said it matters nothing cuz when God speaks

She kills us all

We get up on the freeway

Free as a bird

You said it matters nothing of the lies that you heard

End up back at your place

At the dawning

Holding you so close that I can feel you breathe

I would never leave
I would never leave

At 5 AM the plane is crashing down

Memory

This memory is all I need to feel ok

So leave me with my memory to sleep

The day

Sleep the day away


Everything that came before

It’s just an empty shell

What did I need to move on?

Well time did tell

Oh

You’re on your own

But you don’t want me back for more

On and on and on and on

This memory is all I need to feel alright

So leave me with my memory to stay

Inside

It’s just another night

Of trying not to survive

What’s the future?

What’s the past?

It stumbled into place

There’s nothing here that I forgot

That I can’t chase

Oh

You wanted all

But you don’t want me back for more

On and on and on and on and

You wanted something here so bad

You wanted something you never had

You wanted something for so long

BUT YOU’RE WRONG

And it’s just another night

Of wishing I could go home

I’m far away

I live in New York City

And all my friends are dead

And all their thoughts are swimming in my head

I got a kind of feeling

You might call paranoid

Just know which situations to avoid

Cuz I’m far away

In my head

I look at the ground

Like no one’s around

Yeah I’m far away in my head

I look at the ground like no one’s around

No one’s around

I’m going to a party

With everyone I know

And all our faces piled in the snow

I see you come up to me

And try to fake a smile

I’ll be here in the corner for a while

Where I’m far away

In my head

I look at the ground

Like no one’s around

No one’s around

MISTAKE

Now and then

I see you every day

I get up and I go out

And I pass the time away

I knew it at the minute

I was making a mistake

But now I can’t believe

The path that it would take

Days go by

And every one’s the same

I knew it when I did it

I had only me to blame

I knew it when I did it

I was making a mistake

But now I can’t believe

The path that it would take

And now

I cannot remember you

I saw you on the street somewhere

But know it really wasn’t you

And now

I can barely see your face

I saw it in a photograph

But coming from another place

All YOUR PROMISES

Staring into the void

When all I’d known became destroyed

And summertime filled the air

Could you imagine when you were not there

And all of your love

All of your promises

Wasn’t what you said they’d be

And all of my shit

All of my nothingness

Is that all you expect from me?

La la la la

La la la la

La la la la la

After it all crashed down

The seeds of love were all around

And some of them caught in time

And all they said to me -

You’re nothing

Worthless

WAITING IN THE CAR

Ah

How has it come this far?

Got to the end then

Here again

And back again

And now we don’t know who we are

You

You had me so confused

But then you say

“We’re here today”

And now we may

Be going for

Another cruise

Being there with you

Was not so easy

After we were through

I breathed a sigh

But in the car with you

We’d never laughed that hard

I’m in love with you

I can’t forget

The things we used to do

Since we first met

I’d run away with you

But I remember

You don’t love me anymore

Then I open up the door

And there you are

You’re waiting in the car

You’re waiting and we’re

Off forever

Us together

No one else will find out where we are

You’re waiting in the car

You’re waiting in the car

You’re waiting in the car